Tangled

I’ve been away from the blog world battling a few personal issues. Somehow, I felt no comfort in anything over the last couple of weeks and it’s just an odd feeling to have. I guess turning to prayer helped for the most part but my mind is still… Tangled, for lack of a better word.

I got quite a scare with a health issue. Thank God it didn’t turn out to be the worst. Doctors were suspecting cancer and the few days between tests and results were filled with anxiety, with my mind saying not worry and my heart pounding to a different beat. The doctors still don’t have definitive answer as to what’s wrong with me, so it’s a watch and wait approach for now.

It just so happened that at this time, I kind of split up with my long time boyfriend. Well, at 7 years seems like a long time. I’m not sure things are really resolved there either, so that’s a watch and wait approach as well.

So while I have some answers, I’m still left with a whole lot of uncertainty and my mind remains tangled and I remain unsettled.